note to self: i will NEVER BE LATE for math class ever again because of any lamebrained reason. the after-effects leave too much regret in my heart. i mean, i never was physically absent and i'm marked as one! damn.

our english report is finally over... at last, one down! (at least my "performance" was loads better than my 1st sem bio) ... still have one theology report to go (with yours truly as reluctant leader)... and it's officially the start of Term Paper Season! have to make 'em for three subjects... leaves me in much agony because the internet dial-up i was reserving for "home research time" for these 2 months cracked on me! (i hope i will shell out no further -- spent only 8 hours out of 30!) so i have to (pay for all my sins and) research at the library which isn't such a bad idea, considering the place was paid for too.

about the usual volley buzz (i know you're getting tired of it -- i'll make this short), i still suck... we had our first game wednesday. i became the last-minute tally scorer (with unfocused dumminess) for the first two games, then our team played. the only thing i did was mostly stand there and "tried" to hit the ball (obviously nothing happened)... we almost won... but the last unfortunate shot landed on me and all i could do was make an Attempt (v-ball term for "trying to hit the ball but wasn't able to pass it over the opponent), so it amounted to nothing. gah... i got an egg for a score! the good thing is we only have 3 meetings left, aren't having any this week! :)

i'm so lazy lately. i don't think i could make the dean's list with my grades, and honestly i don't possess the drive and energy anymore that i had the first few months of college. i so want to be a good student, but there's some things hindering me... well maybe not. it's just me. i can do it -- i'm just not trying! =|

i'll be out for five sundays because of the QE review. so help me God.

**do you know - my computer pulled a ninny on me! i thought it was going to suffer another breakdown last saturday (the "CPU beep" thing that got me all worried June & October 2005 and the start of the year!)... i believe it was just a startup problem and not a holy guacamole fuse blowup. i do hope it's that. so me being the ningas cogon expert, i'll have to take some precaution these days about adding programs and downloading stuff, plus my usage. I CAN'T AFFORD LOSING THIS ANYMORE! it's the time i need computers most! :|

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