i have known this absurdity for almost a month, though i cannot bring myself to broadcast it until now: MY CLASSES ARE STUCK IN THE MORNING THIS YEAR! it's the craziest prank this university has unleashed on me! considering i have been comfortably cushioned in the midday class last year (in my own choosing), they took the matter into their own hands and disregarded my previous schedule! this sucks. so this time around, i'll be WAKING UP BY 5AM, and getting off 6AM. this absolutely sucks. just when i have to commute. my sked's block as usual, so it's gonna be a daily thing. (!!!!) i hate the sound of it, and i'm now having disastrous "dry runs" rubbing my eyes at five in the morning, sleepwalking like a zombie to the shower, preparing the family breakfast (awww), dressing up, all in the span of an hour! it really just takes some time in getting used to. :|

i just got enrolled myself yesterday (which wasn't as horrendous as the last time, whew!) ... and believe me when i tell you SECOND YEAR'S GONNA BE A BUST. i have a whole-day Monday schedule (we now have this 3-hour computer lab thing in the afternoon), as well as Tuesday (if my Handball PE *gasp* counts) ... and the rest the week is either a four or five-hour schedule. saturdays are no exception (i just wonder if i have a 1-hour free time in the middle of it, the sked's confusing) ... and now we have this national service training program (NSTP) to accomplish on sundays (SUNDAYS!), meaning i have no time for relaxation. bummer bummer bummer.

i saw the class list, and found myself staring at names of people i don't know, except one. i'm really glad i get to be classmates with my good friend (from 1st year) again... we're in this together! :) ... man, the other 43 people could possibly be mega brainiacs! shoot me! *recharging nerdtron batteries*

i'm hopelessly stuck in the morning class, and there's nothing i can do about it. i just wish this benefits me in some way... there's a lot to be sacrificed, like my tv time (oh no, "Lost"!), sleeping late, doing homework at the last minute, my stomach (starving all the way)... i can't cram the way i used to. have to face reality...

damn, i'm already a college sophomore!

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